Sorry but I feel depressed. I’ve always been real on this blog and I don’t see why I should sugar code it here. Both the candidates that I donated to and worked for lost, and I’m having a hard time seeing the silver lining. No, I’m not calling for impeachment or moving to Canada (which makes no sense unless you want to pay even more taxes). I did JOKE that Utah should just secede.
I’m not going to go into all the reasons why I think Mitt Romney would have been a much better president than 4 more years of Barack Obama and I am definitely not going to level out a criticism of the Romney campaign or the tea party (which you’ve got me why they are thrown together. Mitt Romney is not now and never has been a tea party Republican. Paul Ryan, yes. Romney, no. Not even close). If you are going to criticize the tea party remember that you are criticizing the sainted Marco Rubio (who I love) or Chris Christie. Its easy to (I think unfairly) criticize Sarah Palin or Christine O’Donnell and say the tea party is a bunch of fanatics but we actually got some pretty impressive things done. At least it was one time in my life where I felt like my voice actually mattered to this country. I will treasure that moment. May be last time I feel it for some time…
Here’s what’s frustrating, even depressing to me. On my ballot I voted for Romney, Jason Chaffetz and Orin Hatch. All 3 of these candidates won Utah by over 70%. One vote with such margins is hardly consequential. This election I thought I could make a difference by donating time and money to campaigns but both Mia Love and Mitt Romney lost. I just feel like why bother? Nothing I do seems to make a difference whether for or against. I’m sorry if that sounds pessimistic that’s just how I feel right now. I’ll get over it (and if one more person tells me to not be bitter and to be happy for our country I think I will scream. Some people wouldn’t give me one hour of sadness).
Well, I bought food storage last week because I fear our country going into even more of a steep decline until it all bursts. Its happened in Iceland, Greece, Spain. Why do we think it can’t happen to us? Are we somehow immune from dealing with 16 trillion in debt? Obamacare is done. It won’t be repealed. I’ve already lost a doctor it took me 2 years to find. They said in their letter they just couldn’t make enough money to fund the type of care they wanted to give. That’s depressing on so many levels and its only the beginning.
Last night the President said he had listened to me, even if he didn’t get my vote. I hope so. I am not optimistic my opinion will be taken into consideration or listened to. So far he hasn’t put together a single bipartisan piece of legislation. He hasn’t reached across the aisle once in a concrete way.
At least we have a mostly Republican representation from Utah that will come close to speaking my point of view. I’m super bummed about Mia. I think she would have made a great congresswoman and all the attack ads distorted her positions. I certainly have no respect for Jim Matheson after the race he has run even criticizing Mia’s immigrant parents along the way. Real classy.
Anyway, I am sure many of you will be alarmed by this post. I will get over it but today I feel like saying why bother? Why bother? I’ll just start focusing on Dancing with the Stars voting and hope all the dreams of my liberal friends come true over the next 4 years. I hope they all prove me wrong. I really do. Today I just say why bother?