My brain is fried from entering accounting all day but I have something on my mind I wanted to explore.
Here it is-
I’ve always respected refreshing, unique stories. Not necessarily fantasy but just out of the ordinary enough to make me think. That’s why I loved A Girl Named Zippy and The Book Thief. That’s why I like Juno, Perks of Being a Wallflower, Inception etc.
Then why I am writing such a conventional story? And worse off its my life and probably the most dramatic thing that’s ever happened to me. Quitting my job…What does that say about my life? Kind of depressing when you think about it. Sigh…
But I also love convention. I love a good Hallmark movie, a Sophie Kinsella book, Anne of Green Gables, sitcoms, The Help, Edenbrooke, reality tv, and a good rom com. Sometimes I wonder if that means I’m not as much of an intellectual as I like to pretend? This worries me.
Do any of you struggle with these types of feelings?
The one thing I know I care about regardless of creativity or convention is strong characters. A Nora Ephron movie may seem conventional to most but I love her characters and snappy dialogue. Perhaps why I tend to not like fantasy/dystopian novels is they tend to get so caught up in setting and atmosphere that the characters and dialogue get lost. Like a George Lucas movie, all fluff and no heart.
So, how do I make this character one I would want to read despite convention? That seems easy enough given the character is ME but I don’t know about that? What makes my story unique? I’m not begging for compliments here just exploring. Having never tried I am SURE it will be harder than I can imagine. Its perhaps a little tricky as well to create the character I was then and not the person I am now. The change will not feel real if I already know all the answers.
I love in You’ve Got Mail how Meg Ryan’s character deals with losing her store and how it makes her this different person. That’s the kind of thing I’d like to tap into when sharing my story but keep it light like that movie. I know that’s a high standard but you have to keep something in mind for tone.
Maybe I will be surprised at how interesting I am? You never know it could be easier to capture this story than I think. I’ve just had that gut feeling that this is important for me to write for some reason. It’s just getting that character right.
Convention vs creativity?
Hmmmm. What do you all think?