As I mentioned in my last post I am kind of clueless when in it comes to relationships. I have no idea how people find each other and what makes chemistry with seemingly incongruous people work? It is the great mystery of my life!
Forgive the randomness and rambling nature of this post, but I found this ‘questions to ask yourself about a relationship?’ It made me think about my own answers (and add a few new one’s myself). Here goes:
1. Describe yourself in a single sentence- Rachel is an independent, modern, Mormon woman who loves her life, family and friends.
2. What would you cook for me?- I think cooking together is fun on a date. Interactive foods such as pizza or egg rolls are fun because people can individualize them which teaches you something about their likes/dislikes.
3. What would you like to change about yourself? I can be a bit of a stress-out at times and I have hard time letting go of grudges.
4. If you could have three wishes, what would they be? (no wish for more wishes) 1. Summers in Hawaii 2. Finally get below 200 and 3. Meet my Mr. Sunshine
5. Do you make friends easy? With girls I do. I seem to have a hard time making friends with boys. I don’t know if I have ever had a platonic guyfriend. Not sure why?
6. What’s your idea of the perfect date? A perfect date would be a good meal, with good conversation followed by a concert (Josh Groban or Michael Buble if the guy is really trying to win brownie points!). I like most anything on a date but I hate it when I have to do all of the talking.
7. Where do you see yourself in five, ten, fifteen years? Maybe this is sad but I’ve never been much of a dreamer. I am happy with my life and current goals. Whatever else happens is great. If you ask what I’d like see is I’d love to be married, have a home, maybe a kid. I do have a goal of being under 200 by the end of 2012.
8. Who is your favorite hero of all time? My Grandpa Richards and Jesus.
9. Do you consider yourself a happy person? Yes. I have a terrible horrible day on occasion but most of the time I feel happy and grateful.
10. What is your greatest trait, accomplishment, goal for the future.
trait- I am a loyal strong friend who will move waters to help those I love.
accomplishment- A Returned Missionary, a BA and an MBA, finished an open water swim in August and have lost over 50 lbs in the last 20 months. Take your pick on which of these is the greatest accomplishments?
goal for the future- someday live by the ocean and live the best life I can. Someone once told me that having a goal to be ‘happy in my life’ was hedonistic and selfish. What is the alternative? I’d rather be a hedonist than a masochist.
I’d like to be at 200 lbs by the end of 2012. Also off of Victoza and out of danger of diabetes asap. I’d also like to write my weight loss story even if it is just for myself. I want to keep doing open water swims, each time improving my times and distance.
11. What do you look for in another person? I would like someone that I have chemistry with, that’s fun to talk to, that is ready to be married in the temple, preferably a returned missionary, preferably with higher education and career ambitions, preferably someone interested in families.
12. Must have- temple wedding, active in my church, attractive smile, someone who loves me (an absolute must!), tries to get along with my family and accepts the time commitments that come with swimming in my life. I also need someone who isn’t intimidated by my family’s success or our family company. (No Daddy’s credit card comments!).
I also have promised myself that I will show my fiance a photo of me at my high weight and if he can’t love that person forget it. I am not going to live with the fear that if I gain weight I will lose love. That isn’t real love. I’d love to meet someone who has also dealt with weight loss. Its hard for people to understand if you haven’t lived it what the experience is like.
The Not Must Haves but Would be Nice- As far as particular job or degree that doesn’t matter as much. I’d like someone who I can talk to. Someone who is educated and interesting. Someone who has read a few books (even if they are not the same books I like. I have long believed that readers understand other readers).
Someone who likes movies and music would be a plus. Also, a real tightwad would get on my nerves as would someone who is too much of a workaholic (one workaholic in a relationship is enough!). It would be nice if they liked the beach. I am not the biggest video game fan but I love other types of games. Not a camper and Not an animal person. I also have a high interest in home school but we can figure that out along the way!
13. What is my greatest turn off on a date? Well, aside from someone who is touchy-feely that doesn’t deserve it, I hate when guys make me do all the talking. I know I will do a lot of it, but its nice to have the date contribute topics. I’m open to discussing just about anything including politics, sports, travel, tv, books, anything. My favorite dates are when the conversation flows freely.
14. What is the worst date I have ever been on? Tough call. I’ve been on some doozies over the years. One of the worst was with a guyfriend of mine (one of the few I’ve had) in college (I can’t even remember his name!) who was always complaining about never getting a second date. To help him out I agreed to set up a group date and go with him (my sister, Seth, Emily and this guys roommate were the other couples).
First of all this guy shows up late and says he is having to leave his roommates party in order to come with us (despite the trip being planned weeks in advance). Then he brought his homework on the date. During the beautiful baroque concert he kept complaining about how tired he was, and how long it was…Then in the end he kept trying to pick fights with me. I remember I brought up the most happy comment I could think of “Isn’t it great that they found Elizabeth Smart”. And I swear somehow he found something to argue about that.
The entire date Emily and Megan kept looking back at me with sighs of sympathy. That was the worst date I’ve ever been on. (and to make it worse he tried to put his arm around me in the van- as if!). Let’s just say after that loooong night I understood why he wasn’t getting second dates. I wonder if I am a dating nightmare like him and don’t even realize it? He had no idea how obnoxious he was (or at least not much of an idea).
Anyway, I don’t know if you would answer these questions in the same way I have. For instance, what do you think is my greatest trait or accomplishment? I fear asking you what my greatest weakness is! I am sure the list is infinite and could be produced with some vigor.
If you had to set me up with a person what characteristics would you look for?
(btw, when you find that person I am totally up for set ups).
As I said at the opening, dating is a mystery that I do not understand. Sometimes I feel like love is a little like Santa Clause- this grand fairy tale I’ve been told since I was a girl but I never seem to see.
Oh well, I am focusing on getting 100% better and swimming in my meet on Saturday (first one in 13 years!). Then I have Slam the Dam next Saturday!
The right person will come along. I have no doubts about that. Really. No doubts. He may appear differently than each piece of this test but I’m sure Mr. Sunshine will be all I need because I’m already happy all by myself. I’m not just saying that to sound strong. I really am HAPPY ALL BY MYSELF.