So the long strange story of my health continued today with a visit to a ophthalmologist (eye specialist). As most of my friends know for years I have struggled with a lazy eye (the doctor said I’ve had it since I was born). It’s a little hard to explain but it has always taken effort for me to focus on things clearly. Once I have the focus I see very well but it goes in and out. I also have terrible depth perception making driving, tennis, baseball other activities difficult.
In addition, sometimes I see double. Since this is the way I have always seen for years I didn’t recognize it as a problem. The only reason I became aware was about 5 years ago I went to the DMV. As part of the eye exam they ask you to look in the box and tell them which side lights appear. You can imagine my surprise when I didn’t see any lights! Naturally in order to get my license I had to go to an eye doctor and get the problem looked at. Unfortunately I went to a run of the mill eye doctor (that’s one thing I’ve learned specialists make all the difference in the world) and the idiot said ‘you have a lazy eye but glasses won’t help so there’ s nothing we can really do).
Zoom ahead to this year. As you can imagine over the last few months I have become very aware of my body. I have always felt there was something wrong inside me but could brush it aside as stress, fatigue, an illness ect. However, this year was different. I was doing everything right and still not feeling well, still feeling haggard.
About 6 months ago started noticing when singing music the words would get blurry and be difficult to read. (the doctor says if I was a veracious reader before I should be through the roof after treatment. He said my family may not see me for a week I will be reading so much!). Obviously this was a concern so I went to an eye doctor near my gym. I honestly figured they would be a high-class doctor because of the designer frames sold in the store. With my insurance the copayment is the same so I decided to go for the exclusive looking doctor. Unlike the lame doctor of 5 years ago this man did a number of tests including taking images of my eyes. He agreed that I had a lazy eye and that glasses would not help. However, he did not agree nothing else could be done.
So this brings us to today. On the advice of my doctor I went to the specialist, Dr. Petersen at the Rocky Mountain Eye Care Associates in Salt Lake. After a number of tests he said I have intermittent exotropia or in other words, my eyes are not aligned correctly. This causes problems with double vision, head aches, fatigue, and other problems.
To solve the problem he is recommending I have a strabismus surgery where they actually loosen and reposition the muscles in my eyes to make them align correctly. While we have not scheduled the surgery yet it looks like it will be sometime in May. The doctor said the recovery can take up to a week and he recommends I work from home, which is no problem for me! (Can I say too many times how grateful I am for my job?)
The doctor said post-surgery I should experience a noticeable difference in my depth perception, head aches, fatigue and energy level in general. Between the new energy from this and the diabetes shots I should have super powers! I’m excited! (A little scared but excited too!).
Well, I still have a lot to learn but hopefully I’ve explained this in a way that makes some sense. This has been such a crazy, difficult journey but I am so grateful to be finally figuring these problems out. I feel like a detective who has found the key clues to the big case- a case of why can’t Rachel lose weight and why is she always so tired?
Who knew the road to health was fraught with such peril! Thanks for all of your current and continuing support. Please keep the prayers coming. Love you!